As I progress and keep pushing myself harder to attain a higher form of myself, I realize that I have to keep raising my standards, with respect to, people and my own actions. One of the toughest challenges is to define the fine line between ego and a cold calculative response, which is surprising, for … Continue reading Pride
Tag: Life
Antidepressant
I never knew that my destiny involved a tryst with antidepressants! Yes, Dear Reader, I have finally taken the plunge. A plunge which is even today deeply criticised and looked down upon as a weakness. Can't really come back from that. Yes, I am weak, and I have no shame in admitting it. The above statement is … Continue reading Antidepressant
Strange
A certain sadness always haunts me. A sadness of time going by very quickly and the awareness that comes with it. It causes a certain anxiety of losing out, being pushed back ward and sense of losing hold on time. Guess even I am scared of getting old. Back when I was 16, I used … Continue reading Strange
Game
Is this a game we are playing? To see how far we go in trying to prove who is better at moving on? Well if it is, I never played to win and that I promise. I already told you, I wasn't kidding when I said you were the one. But then again you left … Continue reading Game
Me
Whatever said and done, we always strive to be someone else. Always creating avatars so as to resemble the "perfections", the world has to offer. The "perfections" who hack into our perception for there are supposedly unsaid rules of what is right and what is wrong, what is fair and what isn't, what is accepted … Continue reading Me
Stop
After a very miserable point in your life, when everything in your head starts slowing down and the chaos cedes to order, it finally hits you. You suddenly stop feeling fucked up and realize what and why it actually happened. I will give you an example with the help of my experience. If any of … Continue reading Stop
Miserable
It's strange that even after months of not being close to her, I still dream about her. Last night I saw her in my dreams, talking to her again. I could feel myself clench while I spoke to her and I think I can attribute this to being miserable without her. One of the things as … Continue reading Miserable
Alone
As I scroll though my phone book, I realize I have no one to call, for today I can trust no one, not even my own reflection. I have pushed so many people away for I feared betrayal. Today is a day where the toll of walking alone for so long has finally caught up. Nothing … Continue reading Alone
Snap !
We always have pity for that woman who lives alone and has only cats for company. We end up calling her "The Crazy Cat Woman" .Or that homeless man with a big beard, smelly clothes and yellow teeth who we end up calling a "bum", and we do everything in our power to avoid them … Continue reading Snap !
Un-Apologetic
It surprising how we all tend to bend and tip toe around people to comply with a certain image of being nice. And personally, I take it to far. After a certain point in life, I believe there comes a time in life when you comprise your emotions and feeling into a phrase that is … Continue reading Un-Apologetic
A Tribute to Myself 