High on prescription pills, my mind settles down like a mature gentle man sitting on the parapet wall watching the circus of life come alive. Here at this moment as the last bit of me fades away, I sigh of relief and contentment. Finally registering the world around me. And so today I cry not … Continue reading Closure
Indifference
As I think about the world around me, the illusion that is made up of people and their perspective, and that we are all enamored by distractions, for its just so At the end of it all, it comes down to value and maybe a bit of faith for without belief, a piece of paper … Continue reading Indifference
Desolation
And maybe we are all different and I am different from the 'different'. I awaken to a whole new perspective and come to terms with a very brutal fact which in turn has lead me onto a whole new horizon of understanding. I poured my heart out one too many times and maybe because I … Continue reading Desolation
Un-Love
Hello Sweetheart, Here we are again but this is a different kind of post. A post that concludes my madness about you. For a whole year, relevant questions have driven me up the wall for the answers always eluded me but today we answer them. What were you to me? What did you mean to … Continue reading Un-Love
Dream
Watching your reflection Under the gaze of the moon I sit here by the water With the stars that I own Turning around To see you smiling Watching me With a glint in your eyes Time has stopped Except for the shooting stars You come sit beside me Closing your eyes, making a wish Your hand … Continue reading Dream
Silence
And then there was silence. Was the ending a happy one? We may never know. Dreams of an ideal outcome were dreamt. A life full of adventure and madness, together with an ideal partner, envisioned. But in the end, there was only silence. A fair compromise against the hell my mind concocted based on frivolous … Continue reading Silence
Pain
To love you Was not a mistake I just connected the dots The dots between me and you Creating a new world With endless possibilities That resounded with your laughter And encompassed our dreams Ready to leave behind my world Taking a leap of faith I loved you With no boundaries You chose not love … Continue reading Pain
Making Peace
As time moves on, one thing I realise is that life is a finite element and therefore it is allowed to divide life into different phases according to one's own timeline. And so on this basis, I believe that the first phase of my life is coming to an end. There seems to have been … Continue reading Making Peace
Disappear
For everything that has happened, for every dream dreamt and for every thought that occurred due to circumstances that were a direct result of following an illicit path which involved the madness of idealism, finally, comes to an end. I march on through the night, leaving behind the idea of a pseudo-reality that existed by my … Continue reading Disappear
Bad Habit
I have this bad habit of reaching out to the past when I feel a moment of exemplary happiness. Introspecting, I realise, I was inspired somewhere in my past. No wonder today and yesterday seem to be one of 'surviving' and not of truly 'living'. Someone a long time ago told me "You will meet … Continue reading Bad Habit
