As time moves on, one thing I realise is that life is a finite element and therefore it is allowed to divide life into different phases according to one's own timeline. And so on this basis, I believe that the first phase of my life is coming to an end. There seems to have been … Continue reading Making Peace
Disappear
For everything that has happened, for every dream dreamt and for every thought that occurred due to circumstances that were a direct result of following an illicit path which involved the madness of idealism, finally, comes to an end. I march on through the night, leaving behind the idea of a pseudo-reality that existed by my … Continue reading Disappear
Bad Habit
I have this bad habit of reaching out to the past when I feel a moment of exemplary happiness. Introspecting, I realise, I was inspired somewhere in my past. No wonder today and yesterday seem to be one of 'surviving' and not of truly 'living'. Someone a long time ago told me "You will meet … Continue reading Bad Habit
RIP
A classmate of mine from school passed away very recently. He allegedly committed suicide. It left me shell shocked. I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. He was a genius musician and back in school, he would bring life to classes with his antics. I always thought this guy was going to make it huge in … Continue reading RIP
Nightmare
My eyes, closed Hoping to let go of reality And enter the realm of sleep To be seduced by a dream But alas My last thought is you You entwined with another As I watch in complete horror Watching through this cage Rattling these bars violently I cry and scream Hoping against hope for this … Continue reading Nightmare
Step One
As I contemplate the idea of moving forward and making my way out of this dark hole, I have come to realize that a good part of my core is missing. I as a person always chose to be reliable and found my strength in being a support. Over the past year, my actions have … Continue reading Step One
Belief
As I slowly pick through the rubble of my sub conscious, I realize a truth to me, a truth to my core. Somewhere in the last few years, my belief of the world has shaken and some part of it has imploded. I carried a belief that tied into my self-confidence and esteem. The belief … Continue reading Belief
Destiny
A very late Saturday night or a Sunday, very early in the morning always ends up as a time where the most animated conversations take place between me and my father. A little background about my father. He is and has been a very successful entrepreneur. He has made it large and of course I … Continue reading Destiny
Awaken
Under the shadow of death I have cried for many moons And seen the darkness in the night Falling prey to its monsters The insipid illusion of love Taking over my senses Making me useless In the face of my demons Death knocking on my door Relishing the idea of another soul Another one fooled … Continue reading Awaken
Pride
As I progress and keep pushing myself harder to attain a higher form of myself, I realize that I have to keep raising my standards, with respect to, people and my own actions. One of the toughest challenges is to define the fine line between ego and a cold calculative response, which is surprising, for … Continue reading Pride
