Sometimes it takes one good day or one good moment, to remember who you truly are. And boy it feels good to feel like yourself again. Life needs focus and clarity and a lot of times we get stuck with things that have no definitive outcome. The only thing that binds all the different dynamics … Continue reading Re-Align
Stop
After a very miserable point in your life, when everything in your head starts slowing down and the chaos cedes to order, it finally hits you. You suddenly stop feeling fucked up and realize what and why it actually happened. I will give you an example with the help of my experience. If any of … Continue reading Stop
Last Breath
You laugh at me And I smile You don't know me Maybe it's time I show you Watch me As I tear these walls down Watch me As I break these chains Don't look away now For there is no room for the weak Let me show you strength Something you know very little about … Continue reading Last Breath
Miserable
It's strange that even after months of not being close to her, I still dream about her. Last night I saw her in my dreams, talking to her again. I could feel myself clench while I spoke to her and I think I can attribute this to being miserable without her. One of the things as … Continue reading Miserable
Help
A friend from Australia called me recently and asked me what's wrong. After all the chaos of the past few months, the problem of my discomfort was getting clearer as the pain kept receding. For the first time, I could explain to her what I actually felt without it sounding desperate or frustrated because for … Continue reading Help
Darkness
What have I done Why do I stand in darkness Why am I without hope Why did I care A bright light within me Burning to illuminate my dreams Now only ash remains As black as my nightmare I shared my torch of life With another And what a mistake I made For I tried … Continue reading Darkness
Try
Wailing silently For my wings are broken My soul is silent And my heart is cold Cornered by my devils Suffocated among my thoughts Asking myself "why" And "why not" What am I missing For I can hear the deaf sing For I can see the blind smile And the mute laugh I have tried before … Continue reading Try
Alone
As I scroll though my phone book, I realize I have no one to call, for today I can trust no one, not even my own reflection. I have pushed so many people away for I feared betrayal. Today is a day where the toll of walking alone for so long has finally caught up. Nothing … Continue reading Alone
Sin
The red lights and the shiny disco ball, illuminating the Kingdom of Sin. Caressing a glass with the elixir of life, holding the high in my head, letting go of my inhibitions as I watch this she devil swirl around the pole of truth. Showing off her many qualities in the name of assets, leaving … Continue reading Sin
Snap !
We always have pity for that woman who lives alone and has only cats for company. We end up calling her "The Crazy Cat Woman" .Or that homeless man with a big beard, smelly clothes and yellow teeth who we end up calling a "bum", and we do everything in our power to avoid them … Continue reading Snap !
A Tribute to Myself 