I never knew that my destiny involved a tryst with antidepressants! Yes, Dear Reader, I have finally taken the plunge. A plunge which is even today deeply criticised and looked down upon as a weakness. Can't really come back from that. Yes, I am weak, and I have no shame in admitting it. The above statement is … Continue reading Antidepressant
Strange
A certain sadness always haunts me. A sadness of time going by very quickly and the awareness that comes with it. It causes a certain anxiety of losing out, being pushed back ward and sense of losing hold on time. Guess even I am scared of getting old. Back when I was 16, I used … Continue reading Strange
Game
Is this a game we are playing? To see how far we go in trying to prove who is better at moving on? Well if it is, I never played to win and that I promise. I already told you, I wasn't kidding when I said you were the one. But then again you left … Continue reading Game
Me
Whatever said and done, we always strive to be someone else. Always creating avatars so as to resemble the "perfections", the world has to offer. The "perfections" who hack into our perception for there are supposedly unsaid rules of what is right and what is wrong, what is fair and what isn't, what is accepted … Continue reading Me
Wonder
Sitting beside the driver, on the road, heading back home, watching trees, people and all sorts of life go by, my thoughts went back to that one person who probably is never going to leave the back of my mind. And at that point, I sat and wondered. Wondered why do I always reach … Continue reading Wonder
Burn
Well I am going to write this straight up. I was burnt really bad and its all my fault. But now I know better. Recently I walked away from someone because I was getting distracted by her. She was a friend who I started getting emotionally involved with and I was very vulnerable at that … Continue reading Burn
Re-Align
Sometimes it takes one good day or one good moment, to remember who you truly are. And boy it feels good to feel like yourself again. Life needs focus and clarity and a lot of times we get stuck with things that have no definitive outcome. The only thing that binds all the different dynamics … Continue reading Re-Align
Stop
After a very miserable point in your life, when everything in your head starts slowing down and the chaos cedes to order, it finally hits you. You suddenly stop feeling fucked up and realize what and why it actually happened. I will give you an example with the help of my experience. If any of … Continue reading Stop
Last Breath
You laugh at me And I smile You don't know me Maybe it's time I show you Watch me As I tear these walls down Watch me As I break these chains Don't look away now For there is no room for the weak Let me show you strength Something you know very little about … Continue reading Last Breath
Miserable
It's strange that even after months of not being close to her, I still dream about her. Last night I saw her in my dreams, talking to her again. I could feel myself clench while I spoke to her and I think I can attribute this to being miserable without her. One of the things as … Continue reading Miserable
