Watching your reflection Under the gaze of the moon I sit here by the water With the stars that I own Turning around To see you smiling Watching me With a glint in your eyes Time has stopped Except for the shooting stars You come sit beside me Closing your eyes, making a wish Your hand … Continue reading Dream
Silence
And then there was silence. Was the ending a happy one? We may never know. Dreams of an ideal outcome were dreamt. A life full of adventure and madness, together with an ideal partner, envisioned. But in the end, there was only silence. A fair compromise against the hell my mind concocted based on frivolous … Continue reading Silence
Pain
To love you Was not a mistake I just connected the dots The dots between me and you Creating a new world With endless possibilities That resounded with your laughter And encompassed our dreams Ready to leave behind my world Taking a leap of faith I loved you With no boundaries You chose not love … Continue reading Pain
Making Peace
As time moves on, one thing I realise is that life is a finite element and therefore it is allowed to divide life into different phases according to one's own timeline. And so on this basis, I believe that the first phase of my life is coming to an end. There seems to have been … Continue reading Making Peace
Disappear
For everything that has happened, for every dream dreamt and for every thought that occurred due to circumstances that were a direct result of following an illicit path which involved the madness of idealism, finally, comes to an end. I march on through the night, leaving behind the idea of a pseudo-reality that existed by my … Continue reading Disappear
Bad Habit
I have this bad habit of reaching out to the past when I feel a moment of exemplary happiness. Introspecting, I realise, I was inspired somewhere in my past. No wonder today and yesterday seem to be one of 'surviving' and not of truly 'living'. Someone a long time ago told me "You will meet … Continue reading Bad Habit
RIP
A classmate of mine from school passed away very recently. He allegedly committed suicide. It left me shell shocked. I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. He was a genius musician and back in school, he would bring life to classes with his antics. I always thought this guy was going to make it huge in … Continue reading RIP
Nightmare
My eyes, closed Hoping to let go of reality And enter the realm of sleep To be seduced by a dream But alas My last thought is you You entwined with another As I watch in complete horror Watching through this cage Rattling these bars violently I cry and scream Hoping against hope for this … Continue reading Nightmare
Step One
As I contemplate the idea of moving forward and making my way out of this dark hole, I have come to realize that a good part of my core is missing. I as a person always chose to be reliable and found my strength in being a support. Over the past year, my actions have … Continue reading Step One
Belief
As I slowly pick through the rubble of my sub conscious, I realize a truth to me, a truth to my core. Somewhere in the last few years, my belief of the world has shaken and some part of it has imploded. I carried a belief that tied into my self-confidence and esteem. The belief … Continue reading Belief
A Tribute to Myself 