Hello Sweetheart, Here we are again but this is a different kind of post. A post that concludes my madness about you. For a whole year, relevant questions have driven me up the wall for the answers always eluded me but today we answer them. What were you to me? What did you mean to … Continue reading Un-Love
Dream
Watching your reflection Under the gaze of the moon I sit here by the water With the stars that I own Turning around To see you smiling Watching me With a glint in your eyes Time has stopped Except for the shooting stars You come sit beside me Closing your eyes, making a wish Your hand … Continue reading Dream
Silence
And then there was silence. Was the ending a happy one? We may never know. Dreams of an ideal outcome were dreamt. A life full of adventure and madness, together with an ideal partner, envisioned. But in the end, there was only silence. A fair compromise against the hell my mind concocted based on frivolous … Continue reading Silence
Pain
To love you Was not a mistake I just connected the dots The dots between me and you Creating a new world With endless possibilities That resounded with your laughter And encompassed our dreams Ready to leave behind my world Taking a leap of faith I loved you With no boundaries You chose not love … Continue reading Pain
Making Peace
As time moves on, one thing I realise is that life is a finite element and therefore it is allowed to divide life into different phases according to one's own timeline. And so on this basis, I believe that the first phase of my life is coming to an end. There seems to have been … Continue reading Making Peace
Disappear
For everything that has happened, for every dream dreamt and for every thought that occurred due to circumstances that were a direct result of following an illicit path which involved the madness of idealism, finally, comes to an end. I march on through the night, leaving behind the idea of a pseudo-reality that existed by my … Continue reading Disappear
Bad Habit
I have this bad habit of reaching out to the past when I feel a moment of exemplary happiness. Introspecting, I realise, I was inspired somewhere in my past. No wonder today and yesterday seem to be one of 'surviving' and not of truly 'living'. Someone a long time ago told me "You will meet … Continue reading Bad Habit
RIP
A classmate of mine from school passed away very recently. He allegedly committed suicide. It left me shell shocked. I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. He was a genius musician and back in school, he would bring life to classes with his antics. I always thought this guy was going to make it huge in … Continue reading RIP
Nightmare
My eyes, closed Hoping to let go of reality And enter the realm of sleep To be seduced by a dream But alas My last thought is you You entwined with another As I watch in complete horror Watching through this cage Rattling these bars violently I cry and scream Hoping against hope for this … Continue reading Nightmare
Step One
As I contemplate the idea of moving forward and making my way out of this dark hole, I have come to realize that a good part of my core is missing. I as a person always chose to be reliable and found my strength in being a support. Over the past year, my actions have … Continue reading Step One
A Tribute to Myself 