And here we are again.An age has gone by since I looked back. The tragedies of world have kept me occupied and in the midst of all of this I have found a little bit of happiness or to be more precise, what happiness actually looks like. The old definitions have changed for age has … Continue reading Restart
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Quiet Resignation
Twelve months have gone by like a whirlwind. And I am not talking about a calendar year. Twelve months going back from this day. All of a sudden life just took off with a bang and since then its been like riding a tiger, with no way of getting off. Even If I managed, the … Continue reading Quiet Resignation
Farewell
And now its time to say goodbye, To the Diva of Darkness, Why court death, for death is already courting you. The lines on your forehead are evident of that. They say life is a 'force' that all of us are experiencing at the same time and therefore we are conscious of ourselves and others … Continue reading Farewell
Destiny
A very late Saturday night or a Sunday, very early in the morning always ends up as a time where the most animated conversations take place between me and my father. A little background about my father. He is and has been a very successful entrepreneur. He has made it large and of course I … Continue reading Destiny
Awaken
Under the shadow of death I have cried for many moons And seen the darkness in the night Falling prey to its monsters The insipid illusion of love Taking over my senses Making me useless In the face of my demons Death knocking on my door Relishing the idea of another soul Another one fooled … Continue reading Awaken
Pride
As I progress and keep pushing myself harder to attain a higher form of myself, I realize that I have to keep raising my standards, with respect to, people and my own actions. One of the toughest challenges is to define the fine line between ego and a cold calculative response, which is surprising, for … Continue reading Pride
The Yellow Pill
The colours of life Surrounding me For the red of love and the red of blood My eyes see passion But my mind is numb My ears hear affection But my soul is incapacitated A stoned effect Looks over my shoulder Causing me to feel nothing Nor feel my emotions The broken heart Tries to … Continue reading The Yellow Pill
Antidepressant
I never knew that my destiny involved a tryst with antidepressants! Yes, Dear Reader, I have finally taken the plunge. A plunge which is even today deeply criticised and looked down upon as a weakness. Can't really come back from that. Yes, I am weak, and I have no shame in admitting it. The above statement is … Continue reading Antidepressant
Game
Is this a game we are playing? To see how far we go in trying to prove who is better at moving on? Well if it is, I never played to win and that I promise. I already told you, I wasn't kidding when I said you were the one. But then again you left … Continue reading Game
Stop
After a very miserable point in your life, when everything in your head starts slowing down and the chaos cedes to order, it finally hits you. You suddenly stop feeling fucked up and realize what and why it actually happened. I will give you an example with the help of my experience. If any of … Continue reading Stop
A Tribute to Myself 