I never knew that my destiny involved a tryst with antidepressants! Yes, Dear Reader, I have finally taken the plunge. A plunge which is even today deeply criticised and looked down upon as a weakness. Can't really come back from that. Yes, I am weak, and I have no shame in admitting it. The above statement is … Continue reading Antidepressant
Tag: thoughts
Strange
A certain sadness always haunts me. A sadness of time going by very quickly and the awareness that comes with it. It causes a certain anxiety of losing out, being pushed back ward and sense of losing hold on time. Guess even I am scared of getting old. Back when I was 16, I used … Continue reading Strange
Me
Whatever said and done, we always strive to be someone else. Always creating avatars so as to resemble the "perfections", the world has to offer. The "perfections" who hack into our perception for there are supposedly unsaid rules of what is right and what is wrong, what is fair and what isn't, what is accepted … Continue reading Me
Ashamed
Questions seem to be the theme of my thoughts presently. Or to put it in a more relatable sense, it's all the insecurities tied up neatly in the form of questions that haunt me. And all these questions have made me afraid of people and made me afraid of myself. When I look back now … Continue reading Ashamed
Introspect
Today seems to be a better day than the one’s I have been having. As I get closer to realising my 29 years in this cycle called life, I seem to introspect. I realise the number of memories, every year seem to keep going up but also some of them mash together somewhere, blurring the … Continue reading Introspect
A Tribute to Myself 