And here we are again.An age has gone by since I looked back. The tragedies of world have kept me occupied and in the midst of all of this I have found a little bit of happiness or to be more precise, what happiness actually looks like. The old definitions have changed for age has … Continue reading Restart
Tag: reality
Quiet Resignation
Twelve months have gone by like a whirlwind. And I am not talking about a calendar year. Twelve months going back from this day. All of a sudden life just took off with a bang and since then its been like riding a tiger, with no way of getting off. Even If I managed, the … Continue reading Quiet Resignation
Farewell
And now its time to say goodbye, To the Diva of Darkness, Why court death, for death is already courting you. The lines on your forehead are evident of that. They say life is a 'force' that all of us are experiencing at the same time and therefore we are conscious of ourselves and others … Continue reading Farewell
Desolation
And maybe we are all different and I am different from the 'different'. I awaken to a whole new perspective and come to terms with a very brutal fact which in turn has lead me onto a whole new horizon of understanding. I poured my heart out one too many times and maybe because I … Continue reading Desolation
Un-Love
Hello Sweetheart, Here we are again but this is a different kind of post. A post that concludes my madness about you. For a whole year, relevant questions have driven me up the wall for the answers always eluded me but today we answer them. What were you to me? What did you mean to … Continue reading Un-Love
Pain
To love you Was not a mistake I just connected the dots The dots between me and you Creating a new world With endless possibilities That resounded with your laughter And encompassed our dreams Ready to leave behind my world Taking a leap of faith I loved you With no boundaries You chose not love … Continue reading Pain
Nightmare
My eyes, closed Hoping to let go of reality And enter the realm of sleep To be seduced by a dream But alas My last thought is you You entwined with another As I watch in complete horror Watching through this cage Rattling these bars violently I cry and scream Hoping against hope for this … Continue reading Nightmare
Re-Align
Sometimes it takes one good day or one good moment, to remember who you truly are. And boy it feels good to feel like yourself again. Life needs focus and clarity and a lot of times we get stuck with things that have no definitive outcome. The only thing that binds all the different dynamics … Continue reading Re-Align
Miserable
It's strange that even after months of not being close to her, I still dream about her. Last night I saw her in my dreams, talking to her again. I could feel myself clench while I spoke to her and I think I can attribute this to being miserable without her. One of the things as … Continue reading Miserable
Help
A friend from Australia called me recently and asked me what's wrong. After all the chaos of the past few months, the problem of my discomfort was getting clearer as the pain kept receding. For the first time, I could explain to her what I actually felt without it sounding desperate or frustrated because for … Continue reading Help
A Tribute to Myself 