It’s so crazy. I haven't been able to write at all for so long. Currently, my situation feels like being in a car about to crash, my foot stuck on the accelerator. In this twilight moment, the thoughts, or maybe the lack of them, have left me completely dazed. The wall gets closer and closer. … Continue reading Now What ?
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Restart
And here we are again.An age has gone by since I looked back. The tragedies of world have kept me occupied and in the midst of all of this I have found a little bit of happiness or to be more precise, what happiness actually looks like. The old definitions have changed for age has … Continue reading Restart
Quiet Resignation
Twelve months have gone by like a whirlwind. And I am not talking about a calendar year. Twelve months going back from this day. All of a sudden life just took off with a bang and since then its been like riding a tiger, with no way of getting off. Even If I managed, the … Continue reading Quiet Resignation
Farewell
And now its time to say goodbye, To the Diva of Darkness, Why court death, for death is already courting you. The lines on your forehead are evident of that. They say life is a 'force' that all of us are experiencing at the same time and therefore we are conscious of ourselves and others … Continue reading Farewell
Indifference
As I think about the world around me, the illusion that is made up of people and their perspective, and that we are all enamored by distractions, for its just so At the end of it all, it comes down to value and maybe a bit of faith for without belief, a piece of paper … Continue reading Indifference
Silence
And then there was silence. Was the ending a happy one? We may never know. Dreams of an ideal outcome were dreamt. A life full of adventure and madness, together with an ideal partner, envisioned. But in the end, there was only silence. A fair compromise against the hell my mind concocted based on frivolous … Continue reading Silence
Pain
To love you Was not a mistake I just connected the dots The dots between me and you Creating a new world With endless possibilities That resounded with your laughter And encompassed our dreams Ready to leave behind my world Taking a leap of faith I loved you With no boundaries You chose not love … Continue reading Pain
Disappear
For everything that has happened, for every dream dreamt and for every thought that occurred due to circumstances that were a direct result of following an illicit path which involved the madness of idealism, finally, comes to an end. I march on through the night, leaving behind the idea of a pseudo-reality that existed by my … Continue reading Disappear
Nightmare
My eyes, closed Hoping to let go of reality And enter the realm of sleep To be seduced by a dream But alas My last thought is you You entwined with another As I watch in complete horror Watching through this cage Rattling these bars violently I cry and scream Hoping against hope for this … Continue reading Nightmare
Pride
As I progress and keep pushing myself harder to attain a higher form of myself, I realize that I have to keep raising my standards, with respect to, people and my own actions. One of the toughest challenges is to define the fine line between ego and a cold calculative response, which is surprising, for … Continue reading Pride
A Tribute to Myself 