As I slowly pick through the rubble of my sub conscious, I realize a truth to me, a truth to my core. Somewhere in the last few years, my belief of the world has shaken and some part of it has imploded. I carried a belief that tied into my self-confidence and esteem. The belief … Continue reading Belief
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Awaken
Under the shadow of death I have cried for many moons And seen the darkness in the night Falling prey to its monsters The insipid illusion of love Taking over my senses Making me useless In the face of my demons Death knocking on my door Relishing the idea of another soul Another one fooled … Continue reading Awaken
Pride
As I progress and keep pushing myself harder to attain a higher form of myself, I realize that I have to keep raising my standards, with respect to, people and my own actions. One of the toughest challenges is to define the fine line between ego and a cold calculative response, which is surprising, for … Continue reading Pride
The Yellow Pill
The colours of life Surrounding me For the red of love and the red of blood My eyes see passion But my mind is numb My ears hear affection But my soul is incapacitated A stoned effect Looks over my shoulder Causing me to feel nothing Nor feel my emotions The broken heart Tries to … Continue reading The Yellow Pill
Stop
After a very miserable point in your life, when everything in your head starts slowing down and the chaos cedes to order, it finally hits you. You suddenly stop feeling fucked up and realize what and why it actually happened. I will give you an example with the help of my experience. If any of … Continue reading Stop
Darkness
What have I done Why do I stand in darkness Why am I without hope Why did I care A bright light within me Burning to illuminate my dreams Now only ash remains As black as my nightmare I shared my torch of life With another And what a mistake I made For I tried … Continue reading Darkness
A Tribute to Myself 