It’s so crazy. I haven't been able to write at all for so long. Currently, my situation feels like being in a car about to crash, my foot stuck on the accelerator. In this twilight moment, the thoughts, or maybe the lack of them, have left me completely dazed. The wall gets closer and closer. … Continue reading Now What ?
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Quiet Resignation
Twelve months have gone by like a whirlwind. And I am not talking about a calendar year. Twelve months going back from this day. All of a sudden life just took off with a bang and since then its been like riding a tiger, with no way of getting off. Even If I managed, the … Continue reading Quiet Resignation
Farewell
And now its time to say goodbye, To the Diva of Darkness, Why court death, for death is already courting you. The lines on your forehead are evident of that. They say life is a 'force' that all of us are experiencing at the same time and therefore we are conscious of ourselves and others … Continue reading Farewell
The End
"Would you love again?" That was the last question of probably our last session. Between acknowledging the question and being aware of it, my mind started to rewind the past year and a half. The first day I had walked into his office, I was a complete mess. My Insomnia had taken a turn for … Continue reading The End
Pain
To love you Was not a mistake I just connected the dots The dots between me and you Creating a new world With endless possibilities That resounded with your laughter And encompassed our dreams Ready to leave behind my world Taking a leap of faith I loved you With no boundaries You chose not love … Continue reading Pain
Belief
As I slowly pick through the rubble of my sub conscious, I realize a truth to me, a truth to my core. Somewhere in the last few years, my belief of the world has shaken and some part of it has imploded. I carried a belief that tied into my self-confidence and esteem. The belief … Continue reading Belief
The Yellow Pill
The colours of life Surrounding me For the red of love and the red of blood My eyes see passion But my mind is numb My ears hear affection But my soul is incapacitated A stoned effect Looks over my shoulder Causing me to feel nothing Nor feel my emotions The broken heart Tries to … Continue reading The Yellow Pill
Try
Wailing silently For my wings are broken My soul is silent And my heart is cold Cornered by my devils Suffocated among my thoughts Asking myself "why" And "why not" What am I missing For I can hear the deaf sing For I can see the blind smile And the mute laugh I have tried before … Continue reading Try
Alone
As I scroll though my phone book, I realize I have no one to call, for today I can trust no one, not even my own reflection. I have pushed so many people away for I feared betrayal. Today is a day where the toll of walking alone for so long has finally caught up. Nothing … Continue reading Alone
Sin
The red lights and the shiny disco ball, illuminating the Kingdom of Sin. Caressing a glass with the elixir of life, holding the high in my head, letting go of my inhibitions as I watch this she devil swirl around the pole of truth. Showing off her many qualities in the name of assets, leaving … Continue reading Sin
A Tribute to Myself 