It’s so crazy. I haven't been able to write at all for so long. Currently, my situation feels like being in a car about to crash, my foot stuck on the accelerator. In this twilight moment, the thoughts, or maybe the lack of them, have left me completely dazed. The wall gets closer and closer. … Continue reading Now What ?
Tag: fear
Quiet Resignation
Twelve months have gone by like a whirlwind. And I am not talking about a calendar year. Twelve months going back from this day. All of a sudden life just took off with a bang and since then its been like riding a tiger, with no way of getting off. Even If I managed, the … Continue reading Quiet Resignation
The End
"Would you love again?" That was the last question of probably our last session. Between acknowledging the question and being aware of it, my mind started to rewind the past year and a half. The first day I had walked into his office, I was a complete mess. My Insomnia had taken a turn for … Continue reading The End
Nightmare
My eyes, closed Hoping to let go of reality And enter the realm of sleep To be seduced by a dream But alas My last thought is you You entwined with another As I watch in complete horror Watching through this cage Rattling these bars violently I cry and scream Hoping against hope for this … Continue reading Nightmare
Alone
As I scroll though my phone book, I realize I have no one to call, for today I can trust no one, not even my own reflection. I have pushed so many people away for I feared betrayal. Today is a day where the toll of walking alone for so long has finally caught up. Nothing … Continue reading Alone
A Tribute to Myself 